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Eulachon: A Ghost Story

A Windstorm in the Sierra – John Muir

“Most people like to look at mountain rivers, and bear them in mind; but few care to look at the wind, though far more beautiful and sublime, and though they become at times about as visible as flowing water.”

The Mountains of California, by John Muir (1894)

 

There are a number of folk etymologies for the word, Oregon. Two of the most intriguing are centered on the Columbia River, that great waterway that sits on the northern edge of our state but resides so much at the center of our identity.

The Eulachon in Meriwether Lewis’ journal.

One is that the word Oregon is a corruption of the the Native American Chinookan word Eulachon or  candlefish (Thaleichthys pacificus )  which migrated up the Columbia and our other rivers, in great quantities.1  I say “our rivers” though at those times, before the fish and the native peoples who relied on them were decimated, they were not our rivers at all. They were in fact, most decidedly, their rivers; they used them as highways, routes for trade, marriage and war, source of food and sustenance, keeper of myth and meaning. Now, for better or for worse, they are our rivers and like everything else in this land, have been touched and changed profoundly.

Eulachon Squeezeoil Woman. ca.1884

The Eulachon was called the candlefish because the oil content in the dried fish was so high that, when lit, they burned like candles. That oil was health and energy, full of fatty acids and raw power. It was plentiful but precious; it was poured over many other dishes to give them savor and it provided the inner fires to thrive during cold, northern winters.

The Eulachon were dipped in boxes and nets, caught in weirs, rakes and traps and then dried on racks. During a potlatch, a particularly rich family might  pour a massive red cedar box of eulachon oil on the fire, the billowing black clouds representing the careless plenty of their life.

Another etymon for Oregon is said to come from a corruption of the French word ouragan. Ouragan, meaning hurricane in French, was the name French traders and trappers supposedly gave to the Columbia River, down which they sailed as the vanguard of European invasion, in search of furs, gold and new land.  And hurricane is still an appropriate name; despite the changes wrought to the River and it environs, the wind persists.

A group of five of us set out on a Saturday in mid-December to try to catch a wind run from Viento Park, to Cascade Locks. Cascade Locks, is named after the old canal and  locks which enabled boats to bypass Cascade Rapids, now inundated by Bonneville Dam.  Parts of the old locks still remain in the Maritime Park.

This is to be a one-way run with the wind at our backs; paddling against the wind and the current be at best onerous and at worst, if the wind kicked up, impossible.  We leave two of the cars at the Locks and drive up to Viento Park to our launch.

The forecast for the day is for 16 MPH winds from the East, but the weather on the river has a dynamic of its own and we know that this can easily rise by a factor of two or more on the water.  Driving the ten or so miles down to the put in, we can see just how variable the winds affect on the river is. Sheltered areas are  calm, but the more exposed locations are already showing fields of whitecaps.

At the put in, the wind is blowing steadily and it is cold.  We walk the 1/4 mile down to the water’s edge through dried and dead leaves crumbling over grey river stones.  There is no one on the river.   We set out paddling for a small Island, a quarter-mile or so down river of the launch.

We reach the small islet without incident and begin the crossing to the northern, Washington, shore about a mile distant.

Anticipating wind, I have left behind the Sterling Illusion in favor of the NDK Explorer, feeling that it will be advantageous to have a longer boat on a wind run.   As we cross, leaving the sheltering shore, the wind starts to build and the waves kick-up.  With the wind at my back I feel like I am starting to sail. The seas are cresting with long waves and many whitecaps.  The Explorer is fast.  I  struggle to hold it back and stay with the rest of the group.

As we pass into the center of the river, the power of the wind moves off the water and into my body.  I feel the it begin to take hold, pushing the boat forward so that it careens down the waves, almost out of control. Like an ocean wave breaking.   Slide, brace.  Tail slip, slide.  Fast. What if I went over? Wait.

Wind Mountain

Looking back, I see the rest of the team, clawing with their paddles, scraping forward across the grey water. Behind them looms Wind Mountain, crouched on the Washington shore.

On a time, this mountain was a sacred site. And even now, its talus gouged face is sill pockmarked with the pits in which young native men spent sleepless days and nights on vision quests seeking their spirit guardians which would define their life’s journey.  None pursue vison quests now, but the pits remain,  degrading under the relentless but slow force of gravity induced talus shift and the somewhat quicker erosion caused by the legions of hikers from amongst us who have come after.

Maybe its just a trick of geography, but when we paddle into sight of the Mountain, the wind, already strong, seems to redouble in force.  Tumbling like a cascade down the broken talus, it comes screaming at us.  Damn.   You better brace now boy.

It is so cold now and I am lost in a field of waves.  The wind bores into the paddle and runs shivering into my veins. My fingers bright and red as salmon roe; hard as stones.

Now. The wind rips the crest from the top of the waves and it blows as a horizontal rain across the storming river. The wind is my partner and I must cede to it. Slippery as an eel, the Explorer digs its nose in the oily waters and tries to broach. As I slide out of alignment with the waves, water comes surging over my bow and pools in the lap of my tuilik. Brace hard. Edge. Sweep. Stern rudder. Paddle! Extend. Slide.

And the wave crests now become flags.  The wind shear rips away the foam and it sails in long tendrils over the storm-tossed murk of the Columbia.
How can I paddle through this?

Wind Mountain

I came to a place mute of all light,
that bellows like a tempestuous sea, buffeted by warring winds.
The hellish storm that never ceases drives the spirits with its force, whirling and striking, it molests them.

 Dante, Inferno: Canto V

 

I feel my blood congeal like black pudding.   And the water too is black.  Slip, brace, slide.  I realize with a start that the river stinks of fish.  The  splash on my tuilik is thick and scented of fish.

 ta-máh-no-u! ta-máh-no-u! hyas wind, mesachie wind ta chuck  e-éh  mam’-ook is’-ic pa’-pa ten-as, skoo’-kum, mem’-a-loost

It is eulachon oil.  A miracle.  נס גדול היה שם Oil to feed the multitudes.

Thick oil drips over me. The eulachon are pressed and I slip through a chasm.  And I see my friends have  stopped paddling.  One is raging in the oil. And one is mired is old fish guts blown up by the wind.  And one is no longer paddling, but crying. And the wind is walking on the water.

The wind reaches its crescendo and strips away the color from the water and it runs clear at last and I see every fish that has ever swum down  from the source  to the sea.  Coho Salmon, Sockeye Salmon, Chinook, Sturgeon, Squawfish, Black Crappie, White Crappie, Mountain Whitefish, Burbot, Smelt, Lamprey, Carp, Tench, Mountain sucker,Prickly Sculpin, Channel Catfish, Bullhead, Three-spine Stickleback, Longnose Dace, Cutthroat Trout.

Goggle eyed, they glare.  Why are you here?

How can this happen? It cannot.  Not oil now but blood.  Cold cough from ages dead now. Phthisis and tubercles and pox.  The wind comes up and my blade cuts through the river of blood.  Longhouses full of the dying.  Gone in a cough. Out, damned spot! Out, I say!

I wash my hands of this.

Through the horizontal rain we reach the far shore; we find there is no shelter and the wind is if anything stronger. In shallow waters, the wind-driven waves rise up.  There are many small islands, but battered by the storm,  we are still in a bad spot. There are tears in my eyes and they stream down my face washing away the glutinous oil and smoking, black blood.

We duck behind the islands seeking shelter.  I look up to see Jay,  still in mid-current. He sails by, out of control.  Dan’s eyes are wide.  Could he roll if he capsized?  probably not.  This is not good.   Wake up!  This is now.  I feel some of the cold drain from my veins.  Are the others OK? Dennis paddles up to me.  It is good to see him.

Between the roaring of the wind and the driving rain, we have to shout to be heard.
“I ain’t no pussy,” he shouts, “but we need to get the hell out of here!”

“The blood”  I scream.  ”Did you see the blood?”

“What the hell are you talking about? This wind is dangerous. We gotta bug out of here.”

“Yes,” I say. “You are right.”

It takes a while to collect the others. I am still shivering when we leave the river. We’ll have to hitch to our cars.  It’s going to be a long afternoon.

Hauling the boats up to the road, the last thing I see is Wind Mountain.  The trees are in motion.  The wind flows like water and the trees sway.

 

  1. Habitat loss and degradation threaten eulachon, particularly in the Columbia River basin. Hydroelectric dams block access to historical eulachon spawning grounds and affect the quality of spawning substrates through flow management, altered delivery of coarse sediments, and siltation. The release of fine sediments from behind a U.S. Army Corps of Engineers sediment retention structure on the Toutle River has been negatively correlated with Cowlitz River eulachon returns 3 to 4 years later and is thus implicated in harming eulachon in this river system, though the exact cause of the effect is undetermined. Dredging activities in the Cowlitz and Columbia rivers during spawning runs may entrain and kill fish or otherwise result in decreased spawning success.

    Eulachon have been shown to carry high levels of chemical pollutants, and although it has not been demonstrated that high contaminant loads in eulachon result in increased mortality or reduced reproductive success, such effects have been shown in other fish species. Eulachon harvest has been curtailed significantly in response to population declines. However, existing regulatory mechanisms may be inadequate to recover eulachon stocks. []

A Near Perfect Day, Surfing Cape Kiwanda, Oregon. November, 2011

What constitutes a perfect day on the water? Hard to say. Sometimes it is an epic survived, sometimes it is glass and stillness and silence. Sometimes it is the company we keep.

Today was, if not perfect, very close. Beautiful Fall weather, an almost empty beach, swell and waves just right, not too low and not too high . No fear, just fun in the waves.


The Illusion loves this water.

No crowds, nice swell, hot showers courtesy of Pelican Pub.  Is anything more needed? I don’t think so.

Lumpy Waters 2011 – Pt. 1

Pelican Pub

Lumpy Waters is a yearly kayak gathering sponsored by Alder Creek Kayak and Canoe. It is held on the Oregon Coast at Pacific City.  The event occurs in the fall and takes its name from the unsettled, but still manageable, state of the sea, which has usually just started to rise from its (relative) summer calm. Lumpy waters is one of the premier sea kayak gatherings on the West Coast – I can unreservedly recommend the event to anyone who has ambitions to take their paddling from flat water to the sea.  It brings some of the world’s best coaches and teachers together with a great set of ambitious students.  There are classes for every skill level, but to really get the most out of this event, you should have decent control over your boat, have the beginnings of a roll or other self-rescue and a bit of ambition.

For those who may be unfamiliar with it, the Oregon coast is typified by multiple lines of breaking, dumpy surf.  It is a challenging area in which to learn to paddle, but once you have mastered the surf, it opens up one of the most beautiful coastlines in the world.  Lumpy can help jump-start your ability to handle surf and moving water in a relatively safe and controlled context. That said, hosting large groups of mixed skill paddlers on the Oregon coast does open up avenues to danger.  A miscalculation by instructor or student can have potentially severe consequences for themselves and those around them.

I arrived early to Lumpy on Thursday night October 13, 2011.  The event is hosted at a campground just across the street from Cape Kiwanda and, more importantly perhaps, from the Pelican Pub which brews some very excellent beers.  I had arranged to meet Steve Hufstadter, an old college friend of mine at the cabin, but upon arrival, found he was not yet in. I repaired to the Pelican for a glass of their excellent IPA.

At the Pelican I recognized faces and friends from last year’s session as well as from other recent kayak gatherings. I was particularly happy to see John Schlesinger, a Kayaker from Coos Bay Oregon with whom I had become friends in 2010.  It’s always great to witness the family of kayakers at an event like this.  At Lumpy, as at SSTIKS and other events, I felt like I was coming home.

Swimming the Bar – Learning the Hard Way on the Columbia River

“Good judgment comes from experience. Experience comes from exercising poor judgment.”  – Reg Lake

When we kayak rough waters, the mantra, never come out of the boat, never swim, is one we must repeat and to which we must strive to adhere.  Unfortunately, reality has a way of confounding our plans. This story will describe an incident, happily not serious, though it could have been, where that dictum and others were violated.  The lessons I learned will hopefully be useful to others as well.

It was a late July weekend in 2011.  I was on a paddling trip on the Columbia River estuary out towards Cape Disappointment and the Columbia River Bar.   The entire trip would be about 10 miles out and back.   My companion and I planned to spend our time investigating the nooks and crannies of the rocky coast.  The Bar, though a possible destination, was not part of the day’s itinerary.

Columbia Bar, National Weather Service Portland

Columbia Bar, National Weather Service Portland

The Columbia Bar is notoriously rough.  Unlike many rivers that have a wide delta, absorbing the energy where they enter the sea, the Columbia enters the Pacific Ocean like a shotgun fired between Oregon and Washington. The enormous volume of water flowing over the sediment dumped at this point creates a series of bars and shoals notorious for rough water and horrible conditions.  The Coast Guard maintains a station at this area just to respond to ships in trouble.  Since records have been kept at the turn of the 19th century, over 2000 ships have gone down there.

My companion for the day was a seasoned and expert kayaker. I am neither.  My two-year paddling anniversary came up in October 2011.  That said, I have done my best to fast-track my skills, taking classes and seminars and hanging out, when I can, with paddlers far better than myself.  I am in my early fifties and though still fit, my energy reserves become depleted much quicker than they did when I was in my thirties or even my forties.

From the moment I began kayaking, the skill I desired above all was rolling.  Rolling, I felt, would make me safe and let me venture into the kind of environments I was pining for-rough water, open sea and rocky coasts.

I went through the usual stages while learning to roll: Stage 1 -“Ah, I’ll never get this.” Stage 2 – “Hey, I just rolled!”  Stage 3 – “But I rolled just last week.  Really!” Stage 4 – “No pool can conquer me now!”  Stage 5 – “Yeah, rolling in the surf ain’t so bad, the waves help you.”

Even though I have hit stage 5, truthfully, it’s not 100% consistent. I still can flub a roll when I am submerged in chaotic water and sometimes come out of the boat.  Not often, but it happens.  On a beach, if you have picked a sane day, it’s really not such a big deal.  Sometimes it’s a long swim, but surf tends to push you back in.

Ilwaco and the Columbia River Bar

The trip began great.  We paddled west from A Jetty towards Waikiki Beach, playing in the rocks and caves. The caves were fantastic, one in particular, in Dead Man’s cove (itself lovely), was long, narrow and apparently had a dragon huffing and puffing at the end.  I did quite a few practice rolls in Dead Man’s Cove and was feeling solid.

I say we played in the rocks, but really, I spent a lot of time observing.  I thought I could do what my partner was doing, but I was not sure. I kept back and would fool around when I felt it looked reasonable (i.e. easy).  This is called common sense; it is a good thing.

The day was quite calm, so my companion suggested we venture out past the long jetty to look at, and perhaps even paddle through, the Bar.  “Not many people get a chance to do that,” he said.

Even from Waikiki, I could see that the bar, calm though the day was, had agitated and active water. Breaking waves were clearly visible and given the distance we still were from the end of the Jetty, I knew that they must be large.

When we finally got to the end of the Jetty, I could see that things on the Bar were indeed rough. Large waves were breaking in different directions – it looked hairy to me.  Even so, the most violent area was quite small.  Past the end of the Jetty, there was large swell and the odd breaking wave, but it looked well within my comfort level; if I just bypassed the chaotic area, I thought, I will be fine.

My companion charged right into the breaking waves, the heart of the maelström.  I followed.  Why?  I don’t really know. I was content to watch the rock hopping when it looked too technical for me. Why did I follow here?  Common sense breakdown.  My first, and worst, mistake.

It was difficult knowing what to do as waves were coming from many directions, but I was managing.  Suddenly, I saw a large swell rise, crest and break right in front of me.  I remember thinking, “I will not be able to cope with this one.”  A rolling foam and water wall hit me hard in my chest and face.  I went over and was swirled and spun underwater by the wave. I tried to set up for a roll but could not get positioned right.  I have been in similar situations before.  You wait it out.  Eventually, you’ll float up and you can roll.  I knew this.

Nonetheless, I did not wait. I tried to roll too quickly while the wave was still working me. The roll failed and I thought, “I better come up.”   I was not panicked.  If I felt anything, perhaps it was discouragement.  It was the old, “Ahh, this will never work” feeling that I remember when rolling still felt impossible.  I pulled the spray skirt and wet-exited.

As soon as my head broke the surface, I knew that I had made a mistake.  I was in the midst of many waves, some quite steep and tall.  The end of the Jetty was not far off; that could be a danger.  Still, I was not scared.   I thought, rightly or wrongly, that I could always abandon my boat and swim.  I am in reasonably good shape, a good swimmer and dressed for immersion.

My first, most childish, fear was looking like an idiot in front of my companion.   Worse was the thought of having the Coast Guard, who I knew were poised nearby, come charging in.

My partner yelled, “Do a reentry and roll!”  Unfortunately, at the time, I had never attempted this let alone learned it. I do have a very strong paddle outrigger reentry, having practiced this numerous times.  I paddle with a very buoyant Greenland stick and it makes this maneuver surprisingly solid, though I had never tried it in conditions approaching what I was in now.

I flipped my boat upright, jammed the paddle in the deck rigging behind the cockpit and pulled up onto the back deck.  I wiggled towards the stern, keeping my center of gravity as low as I could to the deck.   As I grabbed the rigging to pull myself into position to slide my legs into the cockpit, I felt something grab and hang at my chest.  What was it?! I raised my body up a bit to try to free myself.  Immediate disaster, the boat flipped and I was in the water again.  I looked up to see I was on the wrong side of the kayak with another wave barreling down.  I ducked underneath the kayak just as the wave careened it towards my head. Yikes!

I tried again a moment later. I scrambled up on the deck and then got stuck again.  This time I looked down and saw that it was the antenna on my radio, which I keep in my PFD chest pocket.  Irony!  I wrenched the antenna aside and actually got into the seat.  The cockpit was completely flooded, however, and I was very tired.  I managed a few strokes and then went over again. This time I was determined to roll.  I stayed in the flooded boat and rolled up.  Yes!  But the boat was still awash and unstable and I was running out of steam.   And the waves, oh the waves. The first one to hit me, Bang! in the drink again.

I was now very tired.   I yelled out something along the lines of, “Can you steady the boat?”  My partner charged in and grabbed my deck lines. This was dangerous for both of us as we were sliding up and down wave faces with our boats very close together.  I got in.   The kayak was still flooded and unstable.  Over again and swimming.   A few minutes later, he came in again during a break in the waves.  This time, he quickly dumped about half the water in my flooded kayak. He held the boat and I climbed in.  Success!  With some water out of the cockpit, I was able to paddle and stay upright.

“Paddle like crazy for the buoy!”  he shouted.  My arms were like lead and I was very winded. Still, I managed to limp forward, get out of the worst of it and finally get to a safe area where I could pump and fasten the spray skirt on the coaming.

It was still a long paddle back to A Jetty, but once I was out of the chaos and back in my boat, my strength returned.  The return trip was uneventful.

Analysis

So what happened? What went wrong and what went right?

The first failure of judgment, the most critical one, was a failure of common sense.   It would have been easy to just go around the worst of the waves on the Bar.  Why did I respect my limits in the rocks, but ignore them in a potentially much more serious environment?   I truthfully don’t know. All I can remember thinking was that I thought I could probably handle it. It didn’t look much worse than some hairy surf launches I had done successfully in the past.

The second failure of judgment was missing the roll.  I say failure of judgment, because I know that if I had just waited, I would have floated up in position to sweep up in a standard Greenland layback roll. The roll failure was a psychological, not a technical hurdle.

The third failure was insufficient skill training.  I lacked two critical skills.  The first was a reentry and roll.  The second was that I was unable to paddle a flooded boat in conditions.  Thanks to training myself in outrigger reentry, I managed to get back into my kayak in a pretty challenging environment but it did me no good at all because I could not paddle a flooded boat! Paddling a flooded kayak is a skill that can and must be learned if you want to venture into such an environment.  You need to train for the whole rescue scenario, not just isolated components of it.

What went right?  I did not panic.  In my younger years, I spent quite a bit of time on multiday technical rock climbs.  I learned that even if you get yourself into a bad situation, a cool head will make it much more likely you’ll get out.

I remained determined to help myself.  I tried what I could think of to self-rescue.  In the end, I needed the help of my companion but I paddled out under my own steam.

The decision to delay fastening the spray-skirt was also the right one.  At that point, it was all I could do to stay upright and paddle. I was still in the thick of it.  If I had paused to fumble with the skirt, I would doubtless have been hit with another wave and capsized.

Lessons learned.

Trust your common sense, stop and listen to it.  Analyze what you are doing before you do it.  Are you putting yourself at danger?  Are you putting your companions at danger?  Ambition is good but there is no hurry.

Train for the conditions in which you want to paddle.  If you are going to learn to roll, learn to roll in the environment you’ll most need it.  I’m still going to work on my fancy Greenland rolls on flat water, but I’m also going to spend as much time as I can in breaking surf until I get the rolls I actually need down pat!  And really, the Columbia Bar is a hell of a place to try to figure out how to paddle a flooded boat or learn a reentry and roll!

The same applies to rescue.  Practice it in rough water with a full kit and practice the entire sequence.  A little thing like the antenna of the vhf radio, which I never wear in practice sessions, turned into a significant barrier to recovery.  Your strength in conditions like these is a precious and finite resource.  Every failed attempt brings you closer to a potentially serious breakdown.  This is even more true to those of us who are subject to such objective demarcators of middle age as AARP letters on the doorstep and expanding collections of medicine bottles in the bathroom.

So I swam the Columbia River Bar and lived to tell the tale.  It was a wonderful day and a bit of drama on the tail end did not diminish it.  The progression of faulty judgment, leading to a failed roll, leading to a rescue in hazardous conditions was a great if tough learning experience for me.  I hope this story may be of use to other ambitious, but still green, paddlers pushing their limits.

Postscript

Since I wrote this piece back in July 2011, I have been working over-time on rolls as well as other self-rescues. There is no substitute for practice.  Those of us who want to paddle off the Oregon coast, which is both beautiful and dangerous, must be willing to put in the hours of practice.  I look forward to more trips with everyone so motivated.